backwards again.
I just want to be told everything will be okay. I want to be held and squeezed tightly in all the places I can’t resist. I want someone to smile at me and just by the look in their eye I know they truly care. I’ve done this to myself and I keep going deeper into this black hole of stress, resentment, and sadness. I’m going backwards and I can’t seem to stop. I can see the finish line ahead but the more I uncontrollably go backwards it just looks like a mirage. I need a partner in crime, someone who wants to understand and wants to help me and wants me for me. Is it so hard for everyone to see that I am lonely?.
